[00:01.12] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I [00:04.99] Got out of bed at all [00:07.13] The morning rain clouds up my window (window) [00:10.78] And I can't see at all [00:13.16] And even if I could, it'd all be gray [00:16.73] But your picture on my wall [00:19.47] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [00:25.18] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I [00:28.95] Got out of bed at all [00:31.16] The morning rain clouds up my window (window) [00:34.97] And I can't see at all [00:37.16] And even if I could, it'd all be gray [00:40.66] But your picture on my wall [00:43.32] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [00:48.89] Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin' [00:51.54] I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom [00:54.56] I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em [00:57.55] There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin' [01:00.58] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em [01:03.63] But anyways, fuck it; what's been up, man? How's your daughter? [01:06.62] My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father [01:09.04] If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? [01:11.40] I'ma name her Bonnie [01:13.18] I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry [01:15.57] I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him [01:18.53] I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan [01:22.03] I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam [01:24.93] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man [01:27.92] I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat [01:31.19] Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back [01:33.51] Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan [01:37.03] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I [01:40.87] Got out of bed at all [01:43.05] The morning rain clouds up my window (window) [01:46.73] And I can't see at all [01:48.92] And even if I could, it'd all be gray [01:52.68] But your picture on my wall [01:55.39] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [02:00.41] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance [02:03.63] I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans [02:07.07] If you didn't want to talk to me outside your concert, you didn't have to [02:10.27] But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:12.39] That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old [02:15.03] We waited in the blisterin' cold for you [02:16.88] For four hours, and you just said no [02:18.99] That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol [02:21.67] He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do [02:24.83] I ain't that mad, though I just don't like bein' lied to [02:27.53] Remember when we met in Denver? [02:29.44] You said if I'd write you, you would write back [02:31.57] See, I'm just like you in a way, I never knew my father neither [02:34.76] He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her [02:37.20] I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs [02:39.38] So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on [02:42.34] 'Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed [02:45.57] I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest [02:48.40] Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds [02:51.17] It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:54.28] See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it [02:57.41] My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7 [03:00.57] But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does [03:03.50] She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up [03:06.25] You gotta call me, man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose [03:09.14] Sincerely yours, Stan; P.S., we should be together too [03:13.05] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I [03:16.87] Got out of bed at all [03:18.97] The morning rain clouds up my window (window) [03:22.75] And I can't see at all [03:24.97] And even if I could, it'd all be gray [03:28.67] But your picture on my wall [03:31.18] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [03:36.63] Dear Mr. I'm Too Good to Call or Write My Fans [03:39.64] This will be the last package I ever send your ass [03:42.09] It's been six months, and still no word, I don't deserve it? [03:44.87] I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect [03:48.53] So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you, I hope you hear it [03:51.58] I'm in the car right now, I'm doin' 90 on the freeway [03:54.53] Hey, Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? [03:57.96] You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" [04:00.41] About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drownin' [04:03.48] But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him? [04:06.43] That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drownin' [04:09.47] Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy [04:12.66] And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call [04:15.51] I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall [04:18.79] I loved you, Slim, we coulda been together, think about it [04:21.84] You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it [04:25.02] And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it [04:27.87] I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me [04:31.03] See, Slim; shut up, bitch! I'm tryin' to talk [04:33.74] Hey, Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin' in the trunk [04:36.14] But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see? I ain't like you [04:39.33] 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more and then she'll die too [04:42.99] Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now [04:45.70] Oh, shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out? [04:50.05] [05:00.99] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I [05:04.87] Got out of bed at all [05:07.07] The morning rain clouds up my window (window) [05:10.84] And I can't see at all [05:12.95] And even if I could, it'd all be gray [05:16.55] But your picture on my wall [05:19.22] It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [05:24.18] Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I just been busy [05:27.48] You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? [05:30.61] Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that [05:33.15] And here's an autograph for your brother; I wrote it on a Starter cap [05:36.80] I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you [05:39.87] Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you [05:42.86] But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? [05:45.88] I say that shit just clownin', dawg, come on, how fucked up is you? [05:48.68] You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' [05:51.64] To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some [05:54.91] And what's this shit about us meant to be together? [05:57.64] That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other [06:00.81] I really think you and your girlfriend need each other [06:03.53] Or maybe you just need to treat her better [06:05.74] I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time [06:09.25] Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine [06:12.05] If you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but Stan [06:15.31] Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan [06:19.07] I just don't want you to do some crazy shit [06:21.28] I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick [06:24.76] Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [06:27.30] And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid [06:30.28] And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to [06:33.26] Come to think about it, his name was... It was you [06:36.79] Damn [06:37.71]